Lunch was super awkward today. It brought back so many feelings that I dreaded feeling from last year. All of it came washing over me and drowning me with thoughts that I kept to myself. For you to be happy, so I’ll be happy.
Finally! I get to talk to my boyfriend on my phone and fall asleep to his voice for the first time in awhile. I’m going to make sure that I stay up for awhile, even when I’m trying to fight off my drowsiness. It’s worth it. Hehe.
Before I go to sleep:
Happy Dana. Good night everyone. :3
Safe & Sound (The Hunger Games Soundtrack)- Taylor Swift f. The Civil Wars
(via brighterthanthesky)
Love will find a way: That’s always my philosophy. You see, when it comes to love : You have to fight for it. You can go through so many mishaps. Whether that would be Parents, School, Friends, Distance, Timing etc. You name it. If youre truly in love. You will defeat all that goes against you. And I know, this is another corny post. But you have to really think about the meaning to this. I am not saying I am perfect or that the people I love are perfect. I am not saying I have the perfect relationship or the perfect things to say. I don’t. What I am trying to say is that If you can admit your flaws. Admit you struggle, Your fears. Overcome your boundaries. And break barriers. Then love will find a way. Hakuna Matata
(via mike-onic)
Bring Me Flowers - Hope.
I’m a little scared to hold you close.
Cause i just might never ever let you go.
Caught up in your smile,
Im happy as a child.
But im still drowning, drowning in your love.
Bring me flowers and talk for hours.
And ohh i like you,
And ohh i like how you make me feel.
Kiss my face,
Your warm imbrace.
There are times where you just lay in bed and think. And usually they are always negative thoughts. But for now, this night, it’s all positive. It’s making me realize things. I have someone. It’s making me realize that. It’s been 6 months and I still am getting adjusted to this. I have someone who…
Six months down, the rest of our lives to go. Thank you for sharing and showing with me this whole new world with you. <3
I know that I can’t wake up in your arms or feeling my body curve and fit against yours yet, but I wake up wit a smile on my face. All because I can still feel your presence with me. I dream of us, being together like how we are now when we’re awake. Being together as we be ourselves, kiss, hold onto each other. I dream of us all the time. But I prefer reality. The real thing. The real us. The real you. The real sense of touch when our lips kiss, the security of your arms wrapped around my body. Unlike my dreams, I can actually hear your voice. You are my constant reminder that I want to stay awake and live my life. With you. I can’t wait to see you soon because you make my dreams come true.
-bd:
Favorite Girl | The Icarus Account
I look back and wonder about what could have been, but then I realize that everything I need is right in front of me. He’s what I need. Someone that can make me laugh, make me smile, take me out, be exclusive with, keep a conversation with, hold, kiss, hug, accept and let me be myself. He makes me happy. I know that he’ll be here in the long run.
The way to achieve is not to try. The way to achieve is to do.
The difference between trying and doing is all in your perspective. That difference makes all the difference in the world.
When you see yourself as trying, you are burdening yourself with the expectation of failure. Instead, put all your energy and focus into doing your very best, and into expecting the best results.
Merely trying is itself an excuse, and it gives you permission to make all sorts of other excuses. Doing, on the other hand, gets results.
If you’re going to make the effort, then make it count. Let go of any thoughts that you’re just trying, and embrace the most positive expectations.
You are absolutely capable of making a real and valuable difference. So forget about trying, and with well-deserved confidence, go ahead and get it done.
For some odd reason, I have been going to sleep like at 8 or 9 at night. I feel pretty dang lucky since everyone else in high school stays up around this time (at one 1:30 in the morning) or even later to go to sleep due to studying and procastination. I feel more relaxed and less stressed since I’ve been able to sleep earlier. I do what I need to get done at school, study my decent three hours a day, spend time with my family, eat a decent meal that actually keeps me full, and end the day by listening to my boyfriend’s voice.
I try not to overwhelm myself because it just leads to disaster and anxiety. Recently I have been going with the flow and it’s working out for me. I’ve been getting the hang of things as long as I’m not as lazy and annoyed. Today is different because I woke up two hours ago and I’m still wide awake. It feels good to write and vent again. I don’t do it as often as before due to the fact that I would rather talk to people face to face that I actually know in real life than writing on a blog that no one probably doesn’t really read nor care about. But I’m making an exception for tonight because I have nothing better to do and no one to talk to right now.
I hope you guys are having a good night so far. I sure am. :)
