January 2012
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Respiration: There are times where you just lay in... →
mike-onic:
There are times where you just lay in bed and think. And usually they are always negative thoughts. But for now, this night, it’s all positive. It’s making me realize things. I have someone. It’s making me realize that. It’s been 6 months and I still am getting adjusted to this. I have someone who…
Six months down, the rest of our lives to go. Thank you for sharing and showing...
I know that I can’t wake up in your arms or feeling my body curve and fit against yours yet, but I wake up wit a smile on my face. All because I can still feel your presence with me. I dream of us, being together like how we are now when we’re awake. Being together as we be ourselves, kiss, hold onto each other. I dream of us all the time. But I prefer reality. The real thing. The real...
Every now and then
I look back and wonder about what could have been, but then I realize that everything I need is right in front of me. He’s what I need. Someone that can make me laugh, make me smile, take me out, be exclusive with, keep a conversation with, hold, kiss, hug, accept and let me be myself. He makes me happy. I know that he’ll be here in the long run.
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The way to achieve is not to try. The way to achieve is to do.
The difference...
– Ralph Marston (via czwicks)
For some odd reason, I have been going to sleep like at 8 or 9 at night. I feel pretty dang lucky since everyone else in high school stays up around this time (at one 1:30 in the morning) or even later to go to sleep due to studying and procastination. I feel more relaxed and less stressed since I’ve been able to sleep earlier. I do what I need to get done at school, study my decent three...
There are times when I Honestly know that we both just stare at each other and see that we both miss each other. I look at you, I hear your voice across the room. Sometimes I wonder if you would do the same for me. It makes me highly dislike and disappointed in myself because I never got the guts to say how sorry I am about the situation we have put ourselves into for awhile now. I basically put...
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I like the rain.
But when I have to step outside in the cold, get sick, AND go to school? No thank you. I just want to stay home, sleep, and cuddle with him as we eat and watch movies all day long.
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Snapped.
“I’m just tired.”
Stressed. Annoyed. Frustrated. Confused. Emotional. Disappointed. That’s more like it.
I thought everything was being okay. That everything was actually going to get better for once. But something snapped. I am not really sure what that something is is exactly. But right when everything in my life became stable and good, POOF.
One bad thing happens and the domino effect...
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Our Bet
If I fall asleep before one in the morning, I will have to watch a whole series of scary movies that I dislike. I like watching scary movies because lately I have been afraid of the dark because some creepy man was waiting outside my house one night when I got home late. Creeper.
If I stay up after one in the morning, Michael is going to pick me up home then drop me off to school for a bit on...
You are you
You’re the only you in this world. Don’t let anyone take that away from you. Don’t lose yourself and become someone else you’re not destined to be. Never let others tell you who you are. You’re your own individual with an unique mind and a beautiful soul.
You may be lost. Wondering where to go to be found. Confused where you stand in the world sometimes. But...
Someday will be that One day.
Dreaming about you, waking up to your texts, hearing your voice first thing in the morning. All the reasons why I start my day with a smile on my face.
One day it will be dreaming about you, waking up in your arms, hearing your voice and seeing your face first thing in the morning. A day I cannot wait for. Come sooner please.
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Stay Faithful
Today. Goodness. My boyfriend helped me work on my English project. If it wasn’t for him, I would be stressing out by now. Trying to look for an excuse not to do it all and just fail tomorrow. But nooooo. All thanks to him, my project is done. I was able to eat a decent dinner. Watch Big Bang Theory. And took the longest and best shower I had in awhile. He’s the best. Ever.
Forever...
My boyfriend is awesome. Enough Said.
:)
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Brain Blast!
So I just had another one of my brain blasts about the book, Orwell’s 1984, I had to read in English. I FINALLY understand it until now. Getting all the pieces together and found some really cool connections with one of my favorite movies, In Time. I feel like I’m on a roll with this. Now I just need to go to the store to get the materials I need to work on my project with the help of...
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Today was Michael’s and my first Friday the thirteenth together. We were supposed to be starting this tradition whenever it’s Friday the thirteenth to watch scary movies. But all we did was watch the Muppets movie, Valentine’s Day, and It’s a Funny Story.
I’m into scary movies. I love the adrenaline rushing through me. But maybe when it’s months later, I will...
Bittersweet Poetry: They said love is blind. But... →
miewriting:
They said love is blind. But is it because they are too afraid to know what it is, to see what it looks like. See I have had my battles with this word and the sins it causes, the drama is produces and the emotional despair it creates. But my fate, end up being in a state of mind, meaning that…
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Things are finally getting back on track. Things are finally getting set into place. Finally after all of that suffering and pain, I can live on and move on.
That sweet feeling after finding a bunch of great music to listen to.