January 2011
I've always wanted to start an applause after...
Just like what in the movies at the happy ending or if someone proves a point. I hope I don’t make things awkward and that I won’t look like an idiot, clapping by myself.
We had the sky up there, all speckled with stars, and we used to lay on our...
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Studying and procastinating does NOT mix.
My stress levels are off the charts, now I know why I haven’t been myself lately. Usually I’m hyper, loud and proud, and always on the go wherever I go. I never stop talking, unless I really need to concentrate (like right now). But lately, I do EVERYTHING last minute. I have been staying up late nights, sleep in class, giving mood swings when they are not neccessary. Cramming so much...
I really don’t like tonight. Not one bit. There’s so much to let out, but it’s too late. I can’t do anything to do about it, but just let things settle and keep going. I wish I can be happy about this. Thanks for making a really good day become a nightmare :)
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grindhousegang-cookiemunster asked: so does that mean i owe you a cookie? lol
emantothat asked: thats not me XD
I love finding the most random stuff in my pants...
Even if it’s a dollar bill. A note that my friend wrote for me. My favorite necklace or jewlery that I thought I lost. Even the smallest things make my day.
Autopilot.
People asking me, “Are you okay?” I just say, “I’m just tired, lots of studying.” I guess there’s a look on my face that make people think otherwise. Like there’s always something that has to be wrong. No. Yes. I don’t know anymore. But thanks for the concern guys. But truthfully, I don’t know if I’m okay right now. Just a lot in my head...
These Four Walls.
Dare to explore a world that is bigger than you know. There are a lot of reasons to not do something or not feel something. Those boundaries and walls are put up by ourselves. Once we’re able to step outside of them, we can truly realize the endless possibilities the world has to offer.
God is so good.
joeyd-imlovingit:
All the time.
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Impossibilities.
Is it still possible for you to be running in my mind?
It’s pretty weird, actually. I visit all the places we went to and explored together (unintentionally, sometimes). Pictures and all of the things you gave me are in my special box or in my closet. I still have all of your old sweatshirts you gave me, they still smell like you after so long. When I go places, how come I see people who I...
My tumblr would be filled with pictures that I took with my camera, but I can’t because my laptop won’t upload any pictures. This sucks. I really want to post the pictures of my adventures, the food I’ve eaten, and good times I experienced. Oh well, I guess I’ll have to wait.
Too Fast, Too Much.
Sometimes the “talking stage” is not the place I want to be right now.
I just feel… Suffocated. This person calls you every couple of minutes to tell you that s/he misses you. Texting you, asking why you’re not answering their calls or messages. It’s just too much. Yeah it’s pretty cute at first because there’s someone on the other line who...
Humans
We are like plants. We all grow in a different way and survive of water air.
Why again?!
Today: BLOCK Day was totally boring. But cheered up today because I believe I did pretty good on my Math test and the lovely people from my English class. Got picked up right when the last bell rang to drive to Costco, filled up the van with gas and got free samples as always. Five Guys Burger are the BOMB. I feel like a fattie because I had a cheeseburger with bacon, mayo, ketchup, lettuce, and...
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Icing on the Cake.
There is too much going on for me: boys, school, what I’m going to do after school, some issues at home, looking for a job, afterschool activities, church functions, what I’m going to do with my life. But after yesterday, it was just icing on the cake. Yeah you guys heard HIS point of view, that you guys felt sorry and bad for him. That I AM the bad guy. I’m going to admit that I...
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