For some odd reason, I have been going to sleep like at 8 or 9 at night. I feel pretty dang lucky since everyone else in high school stays up around this time (at one 1:30 in the morning) or even later to go to sleep due to studying and procastination. I feel more relaxed and less stressed since I’ve been able to sleep earlier. I do what I need to get done at school, study my decent three hours a day, spend time with my family, eat a decent meal that actually keeps me full, and end the day by listening to my boyfriend’s voice.

I try not to overwhelm myself because it just leads to disaster and anxiety. Recently I have been going with the flow and it’s working out for me. I’ve been getting the hang of things as long as I’m not as lazy and annoyed. Today is different because I woke up two hours ago and I’m still wide awake. It feels good to write and vent again. I don’t do it as often as before due to the fact that I would rather talk to people face to face that I actually know in real life than writing on a blog that no one probably doesn’t really read nor care about. But I’m making an exception for tonight because I have nothing better to do and no one to talk to right now.

I hope you guys are having a good night so far. I sure am. :)