He is all I could ever ask for. He didn’t have to make any love potions or cast any spells to make drawn into him. To crave, to have, to want, and to need him. He simply just needs to say my name and I’ll completely melt. I’m young and naive, but I know that this man makes me happy. The happiest I have ever been in my life. He is the pain in my butt, the annoying voice in my head, yet he is also the very heart beat that keeps my blood flowing. To keep me alive. I may be hard headed and stubborn sometimes, but for some reason he manages to put up with me and stay with me. He stays with me. He listens to whatever I have and need to say. He will do whatever it takes for me to speak out my mind because he knows I like to hold things in and I could be very hesitant as well. And once I’m done speaking, he just goes all out and tells me that I’m wrong. And honestly, it’s not a bad thing. My head is always clouded with negative thoughts and I over exaggerate to make the smallest things become the biggest and stupidest things in the world. He opens my eyes and makes me realize that I need to stop. Realize that things happen. The past has passed. The future will happen eventually. And just enjoy what I have and who I am now.
When I look at him, I cannot keep my eyes off of him. From his big forehead to his four wrinkles he makes when he is mad, from those mesmerizing eyes to his amazing smile. I am not going to talk any further because I don’t want you to imagine how sexy he is. Yes I said “sexy.” Stop thinking nasty. Just stop. Gross. Haha. Honestly I know that he is beyond handsome and drop dead gorgeous. Mhhhhhmmmm. ALL MINE. You no looky at him. Well you have no choice since you are reading a post below his big head. Haha. I am lame. You get the picture, no more for you. (This part better make you laugh, Michael)
Sometimes I can’t believe that it’s almost been a year with him. It’s been a crazy year, but one of the best ones yet. We have been experienced some life changing challenges and obstacles. But we managed to get through it all with each other’s supports. What surprises me so much is that both of our families support each other as well. Our families get along so well and I just absolutely adore the atmosphere when we are all together. It’s cute how his little cousins keep asking me when we are going to get married and have kids. (Not yet, not for a couple years or so. Haha)
We have shared our fair share of fighting. I mean, who doesn’t fight with their significant other? If you don’t fight, there will never be compromise and any true meaning of what you two have. We are the same in many ways. I see him as the male (TALL) version of myself as I am his female (MUCH SHORTER) version of him. But we butt heads all the time because we’re both hard headed and have way too much pride for ourselves, meaning that we still have different views since we lived in different lives. And I love that. We have flaws and imperfections, different life styles and paths that makes us who we are today and we have accepted that from each other.
I am proud to be his girlfriend and there’s nothing or no one who can do anything about that. I’m not afraid to show my affection with him. I’m not scared to tell everyone in the world that he is mine.
As simple and as complicated it may be, I love him.
I have just finished reading this to him. I wrote this while I was waiting for him to call me. He called me to talk for a bit and I wanted to cheer him up by letting him know how I truly feel about him. I haven’t been able to do that in awhile because I want to do that when he least expects it, when he needs it the most when he is in his worst.And now, was the best time to do so. He wanted to know why I love him. Well, I love him because…