I’m in love with my best friend. I am so grateful to have him as the answer to my prayers. For some odd reason, he’s always saving me in my nightmares. It’s weird to me because I finally have someone who can save me in my fantasies and reality.

His name is Michael.

Today after school, I was finally able to relax and take a nap with Michael. At first he couldn’t go to sleep earlier today until I made him to because he was too tired walk, too tired to eat, too tired to talk. Three of his favorite things to do, but he couldn’t do any of them because of his lack of sleep. He has been working his butt off at home, school, and me. Damn. I’m so proud of him. He deserves that rest and so did I. It was so nice to fall asleep in his arms. Just laying in bed. Chilling and relaxing. Oh you know, chillaxin’. Our breathing was in sync. Playing footsie under the bed sheets. Just one on one time with this dude, that’s all I needed after what’s been going to me recently. He’s still sleeping right now. I hope he recovers and gets the sleep he needs to regain his strengths. He deserves it. He needs it. I hope you slept well, Michael.